Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Nothing to see here...Move along now...

Of virtually no interest to anyone(as is my assumption)is the fact that I am in a previously unparalelled state of self disgust and contrition..My pathetic inability to deal with my addiction has meant I now have to present myself, temporarily but wretchedly broken at the feet of a govt. agency.

23 comments:

happy otter said...

I disgust myself, utterly.

Anonymous said...

...As their sermons and credos slip from your ears, hold your will under the flaps
of your shoulder->sweep the judgement away as you polish the brass stamped with survival.
They have nothin on ya...

In society...
When substance is not the anchor of dependancy...The foundation of law and new world order is.

Remember this continuum law of the jungle is more important...
and the body and mind to bear it.

Indigobusiness said...

I like you better already.

Life is change.

You've made it over the toughest hurdle.

happy otter said...

Im coping with this but I shouldnt have to..
"Who put these fingerprints on my imagination?"

Elvis Costello.

Perdurabo

Anonymous said...

If not you, whom?

Perdurabo, or Perturabo?

Interesting distinction.

happy otter said...

Congrats, Ind..First time I ever considered not publishing one of yr comments.
You sound like you have delusions of eloqence.
You can be so earnest in your endless pontification. Amazing.Beardstrokingly fascinating.

happy otter said...

Im so off it I can hardly type.



WE amaze myself.

happy otter said...

"whom" do you think, for fucks sake...I'm signing off. And btw making up words is fucking silly.

Indigobusiness said...

It would hardly be the first time, Otter.

Did I misuse 'whom'? I often butcher the language. And which word did I make up? Perturabo? It's hard for me to follow your profound mysteries, at times?

You really do have no sense of humor, and, for someone who enjoys baiting, faithfully rise like a trout to every ambiguity. Don't you realize I make fun of us both?

So, you think I see things the way you suggest? Ok, believe that. I tried. I thought there was hope. Never mind.

happy otter said...

That "perturabo thing is so fucking silly...Are you one of those "World of Warfcraft/ Dungeons and dragons" types?

happy otter said...

Im not well.

happy otter said...

And not in the mood for being "baited".

Anonymous said...

It wasn't malicious, and I only found Perturabo by trying to follow your lead.

This is pointless.

happy otter said...

Yeah..Most of the activity on this fucking orbiting mudball is.
You have no idea what these fucking vermin are trying to inflict on me, and how grave the implications of their actions WILL be.

Anonymous said...

Afetr a good (but small) giggle while scrolling down...

thought I'd pass by this mud ball and say hello.

happy otter said...

Hi Fade,
and thanks.
x

Anonymous said...

And how are you this friday night...
I scoring with a cigarette filled living room in front of this fcking monitor...
(cougher's cough...ehem)

Anonymous said...

btw...
not a habit...
nor a warcraft world champion...

(though saouthpark's episode of warcraft a classic)

(nor a tv attatched to my pupils)

happy otter said...

In the words of Bill Burroughs, I feel like my skeleton wants to leap out of my body and run in a straight line to the nearest cemetary.
The smoke that hangs like a jellyfish in the centre of my room makes me think of the way your blog looks.
I love its translucence.

happy otter said...

Yeah, Fade...Your blog is opalescant.
x

Anonymous said...

A yes the smoke sphere of inspiration...

I'm sure if my blog could release scent it would most likely smell the same way . . . ? ?
There's been a lot of lung clogging invested in my time...

Starting to see the dead vessels haven't all parished in vein.


Don't you just love smoking!!


Low sweeping bow sire...

I.:.S.:. said...

Mm, smoking.

Never trusted air that I couldn't see...

Anonymous said...

yes...and in my city...
air itself is yellowy, and very visible...
infact down here we grow up thinking the sky IS yellow!

-Black Lungs-