Monday, August 13, 2007

I am completely insane. I will never change.

The shooting stars were good last night, were they not, fellow Londoners?





I feel lethal. A human bomb. A grenade in your car. A razor blade hidden in your soap. Then again in your apple..A streetwalking Cheetah with a heart full of Napalm.

Lost alot of weight recently but muscle tone still very much present..Thank fuck for good white trash mongrel genes..Wiry is not the word. I have the strength-to-weight ratio of a chimpanzee. Actually I'm built more like a Greyhound....And we all know that tortured puppies grow up into vicious dogs........
About to lose my mind and freedom in an explosion of extreme and unprecidented violence.

2 comments:

Indigobusiness said...

A dulled knife is more dangerous than a sharpened one///Never draw your sword until you intend to use it.

Truly, I'm surprised you have maintained your struggle. You must have some inner fiber that sustains you, or does it just allow you your ongoing torment? Are you secretly enjoying it? Do you really want a change?

Change is often a bitch on wheels, but it's clear you will make the leap. Otherwise, you won't last. Nobody is that strong.

Stop seeing the source of your suffering as outside of yourself.

You could get past this, to the real deal, once you sort yourself out. I hope you will, this is painful to observe. Fascinating, and entertaining at times, but utterly painful.

Anonymous said...

A dulled knife is more dangerous than a sharpened one///Never draw your sword until you intend to use it.

Truly, I'm surprised you have maintained your struggle. You must have some inner fiber that sustains you, or does it just allow you your ongoing torment? Are you secretly enjoying it? Do you really want a change?

Change is often a bitch on wheels, but it's clear you will make the leap. Otherwise, you won't last. Nobody is that strong.

Stop seeing the source of your suffering as outside of yourself.

You could get past this, to the real deal, once you sort yourself out. I hope you will, this is painful to observe. Fascinating, and entertaining at times, but utterly painful.